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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 14, 2017 1:09 am 
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Location: france
Age: 43
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 6
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hey,
I can see you (15:05 more or less - 3:05pm)
:text-lol:
i'm in the chat room and having a look on the 'who is online" board

"I most certainly will not waste it on a ONS and hurt my husband"
You both really deserve to get the best
:text-bravo: :text-bravo: :text-bravo: :text-bravo: :text-bravo:
btw i've seen you posted something at 2:33 AM did you had sleep issue ?
that was fullmoon last night
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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 14, 2017 3:10 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 20 No Ejaculation
Day 20 No MTO
Day 9 Porn Free
Day 9 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

:text-lol: Charlythemoose, you are so attentive!

Yes, last night I woke up at 2 am, went online to read a bit and at 4 am I feel asleep again.. Happens to me every now and then.. That is why, when I came home this afternoon at 3 pm I quickly checked in here, only to be taking a long nap 5 minutes later. I have just woken up. I wouldn't have minded some afternoon wood or pleasant dreams but I was not in for such a treat today.. :(

That describes my current situation: No MW, no erotic dreams, no horniness, no boners, no tbuzz.. :confusion-shrug:

Compared to my last streak, which was quite a bit harder to withstand, this time I do not touch myself, let alone edge myself. And suddenly my horniness decreases and crumbles to almost nonexistent.

My husband is about to arrive here for the weekend. I am curious about the sex we may have.. ;)

But for now: HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EVERYONE! :happy-bouncygreen:

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Mon Jan 16, 2017 6:08 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 22 No Ejaculation
Day 22 No MTO
Day 11 Porn Free
Day 11 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Sunday night: what a weekend. No horniness whatsoever. My libido has gone to sleep. My penis seems to be dead, I don`t feel any life down there at all... I did not want to cuddle, no kissing, no sex with my husband. He was not pleased about that. In fact, last night he was a bit pissed because of all that and I was confused. Wasn't this project going to cure me sexually to get back to normal. After 22 days of abing my current situation does not seem normal at all. Then I began some research and found something quite interesting:

http://yourbrainonporn.com/porn-recover ... s-flatline

According to all I have read now I seem to have entered the flatline phase and my body has been in sleep mode since last Wednesday... It could take up to 3 months until my body has fully recovered and responses again in a natural way to any sexual appeal.

This morning I told my husband and showed him the studies I had found. He finds it all very interesting and logical as well. We agreed not to have sex until my flatline phase is over, rather as if I had a severe illness which temporarily forbids us to have sex. I am not to ruin that flatline by any stimulation, be it porn or masturbation. If I am having one of these moments, I should not only lurk around in this forum he said, but call him, anytime and be it in the middle of the night. I love that man!!!

So, there you have it. I am going to be a flatliner for the next few weeks. That's something for a change.. At least I will be able to sort out some other things which have been on my to-do-list for a long time but never got done under the "old" circumstances..

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 6:11 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 23 No Ejaculation
Day 23 No MTO
Day 12 Porn Free
Day 12 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Flatline Day: Everything seems to be dead down there... But I managed to have a good night sleep without any interruptions. I even woke up right before my alarm clock would have gone off... I was in a good mood and I was able to get a lot of work done today. In the afternoon I went to the gym to reward myself at least with some endorphins. I am missing those chemicals quite a bit lately... ;)

Every now and then the thought of sex comes to my mind.. But it is more sort of "I would like to have sex because I would enjoy it." But that only comes from my brain. My body speaks a different language. He has put my genitals to sleep, as if he wanted to say: Hey, I don't need any sex right now, just let me rest." - So I will.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 17, 2017 10:33 pm 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 24 No Ejaculation
Day 24 No MTO
Day 13 Porn Free
Day 13 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Flatline Day

After all I have read my levels of Delta FOS B will be saved in my brain for at least 8 weeks. That means the flatline and mental cravings for sex will take another 6 weeks until March, 1.

Today I miss having sex so much, it almost drags me down. But I am not horny. Not at all.

It is as if the connection between my brain and my penis had been cut. My brain wants sex, my penis does not in any way. Of course, I won't touch it nor force any arousel.

But I am longing so much for a natural erection which comes all by itself. The remembrance of what it is like to be horny is haunting my brain. But my body does not correspond to that.

I cannot wait to heal. The days seem to go by so slowly...

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 12:19 am 
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Location: france
Age: 43
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 6
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hey lorenzo,
I'm sorry to hear what you're going through right now. :crying-blue:
So be strong, it a long road :( ,but it worth do be done :angelic-cyan:
At the same is find it interesting :think:
Obviously you make a clear distinction between :
"I miss having sex so much"
but
"I am not horny"
I'm not sure that this distinction is clear for most of the people :?:
i hope you will be able to get these

"a big juicy boner" :banana-dance:

just in thinking about your husband

And enjoy your sex life fully as soon as possible

:text-bravo:


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 5:56 am 
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Age: 37
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
charlythemoose wrote:
Obviously you make a clear distinction between :
"I miss having sex so much"
but
"I am not horny"
I'm not sure that this distinction is clear for most of the people :?:



Thank you Charly, I am so glad that there are guys like you ;) What you wrote just felt for me like a big hug :romance-grouphug:

To be honest, today has been the worst day so far. I always thought the main problem would be constant overwhelming horniness. - Ridiculous!
I never thought about potential withdrawal symptoms. In my case: mild depression and the certainty that sex would stop that. But of course, I know that this is simply my brain calling for what it has been conditioned to.
I will endure all this and within a couple of weeks I will have wet dreams and morning wood and random boners just like a healthy man my age.

During the week I am alone at night, my husband comes here again next Thursday. And I cannot go to the gym everyday. Today is one of these non-gym days. I am distracting myself with the strangest things. To give you an example: Last night I watched the film "Nanny McPhee" on Amazon.prime just for distraction.. Yes, it is as bad as that... :lol:

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Thu Jan 19, 2017 7:05 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 25 No Ejaculation
Day 25 No MTO
Day 14 Porn Free
Day 14 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Yesterday was a bit of a pain.. My brain missed sex ( = Dopamine) and my body was completely numb. As if the connection between both had been cut. And neurophysiologically seen it is cut. Time seemed to stand still. At 22:15 pm I turned off the lights and fell asleep.

Around 00:15 I woke up with a big hard boner standing up... Immediately I was excited, my heart was beating faster - I had been missing that feeling for days. So I switched the lights on, watched my erection and felt really happy about it. I even got up and watched it in the mirror. I even made pictures of it. I guess I wanted to keep it somehow. ;)
It lasted 5 minutes as if my body was just running a test mode while I had been asleep. I was so excited, my body seems to be actively working on its recovery. It took me a while to be able to fall asleep again.

Today has been another flatline day. But unlike yesterday, I was in a very good mood. I had fun at work and enjoyed my workout at the gym this afternoon. And I secretly am looking forward to going to bed soon again. Maybe my penis gets hard again. But no touching, nor any forced arousel.. I just let my body take control. As long as it holds a little / big ;) surprise for me every now and then, I will be CONTENT! :handgestures-thumbup:

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Fri Jan 20, 2017 5:51 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 26 No Ejaculation
Day 26 No MTO
Day 15 Porn Free
Day 15 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

What a night! I went to bed at 22:15, only to wake up again half an hour later after having dreamed erotic things. When I woke up I had a strong erection again. This time it felt as if I was in flames. I immediately got up and felt an incredible rush of horniness.. so much stronger than any masturbation session I usually had until I started my streak. If this is just the beginning, I better brace myself. It is going to be a very bumpy road....

Anyways, I stood up and logged into the chatroom. There I found distraction and 5 minutes later, the rush was over. Only the heavy heartbeat remained. Eventually I fell asleep again only to wake up every now and then by another erection. But I was too tired to care, only smiled, turned around and slept again. At 5 I finally woke up, 1 hour early..

Tonight I am tired and I am cold - I wish we had a bath tub here in this flat..

My husband has arrived here for the weekend and I hope it is going to be better than the last one.. We started it rather cozy lounging on the couch: some candles lit, asian food and old episodes of "Three's Company". :)

PS. Today I started to take DHEA 50mg. After Christmas my doctor made a blood test and checked my testosterone levels. They were rather low. I am trying to bring them up by taking DHEA for at least 6 months now.
But what an effect! I felt as if I had just had a line of good cocaine... it took me absolutely by surprise. Half of the day I felt tremendously wonderful - as if it was the most beautiful summer's day.. By tonight it has gone back to winter again, of course.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 21, 2017 4:46 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
Posts: 158
Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 27 No Ejaculation
Day 27 No MTO
Day 16 Porn Free
Day 16 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Last night I slept like a baby without any interruption. Woke up refreshed and full of energy.
That lasted until the afternoon. Had my workout at the gym and afterwards I wanted to relax a bit in the sauna (which is a little gay, to be honest with you..)

Picture this: I am lying there, again on the upper bench. In comes a guy, placing himself so I can have a full frontal view and fixing me with his eyes. After a while he starts to touch himself making his penis grow more and more until it was erect. And to be honest again, I really wanted to see all this. I openly watched what he was doing and I thought: Wow, this is horny.
BUT: I could not FEEL anything - no rush, no horniness. In my mind I wanted to grow a big boner, I wanted him to see everything I have got... But no rush.. no boner. Nothing.. My old habit now would have been to masturbate myself until I would have an erection. But I do not touch myself anymore! So my body should have responded to that man naturally with an erection. NOTHING! I felt like a disabled paralyzed man. I stood up and left the sauna and the gym swearing and kicking myself. I thought Fuck! I want to feel like a man, I want to get aroused by an arousing situation like this. It is not about that man or about an urge to cheat on my husband.

I am mad simply because I saw again that my brain is broken! And I have been breaking it for the last 10 years, again and again by porn and edging. And recovery at this point has not started yet to show any improvement. I have been such an idiot all those years! :angry-banghead:

16 days ago I had my last relapse, in fact it was one of the worst I ever had. It will take months now, so they say.. At least 90 days... That would be the beginning of April. Until then no sex, no arousal, just waiting and waiting... I have to be patient. That is not one of my virtues.

Come what may: Porn will never be an option for me again. Never again. FUCK PORN!!!!!!! :angry-cussingblack:

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sun Jan 22, 2017 10:47 am 
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Posts: 111
Age: 16
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 10
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 02 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
You can do it!! :greetings-clappingyellow:

you're already so far ahead than other unfortunate guys who don't even know the effects of porn


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Mon Jan 23, 2017 12:39 am 
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Posts: 387
Age: 28
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 280
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 2
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 3-4 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 11 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
lorenzo wrote:
Day 27 No Ejaculation
Day 27 No MTO
Day 16 Porn Free
Day 16 No Edging

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Last night I slept like a baby without any interruption. Woke up refreshed and full of energy.
That lasted until the afternoon. Had my workout at the gym and afterwards I wanted to relax a bit in the sauna (which is a little gay, to be honest with you..)

Picture this: I am lying there, again on the upper bench. In comes a guy, placing himself so I can have a full frontal view and fixing me with his eyes. After a while he starts to touch himself making his penis grow more and more until it was erect. And to be honest again, I really wanted to see all this. I openly watched what he was doing and I thought: Wow, this is horny.
BUT: I could not FEEL anything - no rush, no horniness. In my mind I wanted to grow a big boner, I wanted him to see everything I have got... But no rush.. no boner. Nothing.. My old habit now would have been to masturbate myself until I would have an erection. But I do not touch myself anymore! So my body should have responded to that man naturally with an erection. NOTHING! I felt like a disabled paralyzed man. I stood up and left the sauna and the gym swearing and kicking myself. I thought Fuck! I want to feel like a man, I want to get aroused by an arousing situation like this. It is not about that man or about an urge to cheat on my husband.

I am mad simply because I saw again that my brain is broken! And I have been breaking it for the last 10 years, again and again by porn and edging. And recovery at this point has not started yet to show any improvement. I have been such an idiot all those years! :angry-banghead:

16 days ago I had my last relapse, in fact it was one of the worst I ever had. It will take months now, so they say.. At least 90 days... That would be the beginning of April. Until then no sex, no arousal, just waiting and waiting... I have to be patient. That is not one of my virtues.

Come what may: Porn will never be an option for me again. Never again. FUCK PORN!!!!!!! :angry-cussingblack:


Hang in there. You are making progress.

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2017 MB=2, WD=8, SE=3
...last
WD 5/13
SE 1/9
MB 2/22
...
2014- MB=24,WD=3,SE=15
2013- MB=30,WD=4,SE=17
2012- MB=33,WD=4,SE=9
2011- MB=40,WD=6,SE=14
<2010- lots of MB, no WD/SE
11-15Y-age,no MB -about WD 1-2 a week


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Mon Jan 23, 2017 5:59 am 
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Joined: Wed Aug 19, 2015 12:50 pm
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Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 29 No Ejaculation
Day 18 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Thank you Saberdoof and Jessieboy for encouraging me. The first weeks of this reboot are not exactly funny.. I have read from others that after 6 weeks it gets better and better and the urges go away..
I simply have to get from one day to the next. My next goal is next Wednesday: 3 weeks without touching myself and without porn, of course.

Today has been tough but not impossible to succeed. Yesterday I helped my husband to cum, twice with a new toy he bought out of curiosity. For those you are curious as well:

Link removed - shows nudity and is also a commercial site. (give enough information, so that members can Google it) - AGT

I really liked seeing how is was enjoying it. But I kept my underwear on and inspite of the erotic situation my penis stayed flaccid the whole time.. both times :handgestures-thumbdown:

All those situations I have described over the last few days show what the issue is here: porn induced erectile dysfunction. But because of what we did yesterday, my brain kind of lit up again and expected some kind of sex today. So even without any boner, I felt horny or better to say: the urge to masturbate. But no way - I do not touch myself. Not even nipple play - which usually makes me go nuts when I am doing it.. So, no touching wherever..

My husband is now back home and being alone sometimes is dangerous. So I went to the gym and the sauna (this time it was packed with decent people which was good) and after I came home I had my dinner and called my husband.

2 hours before I will go to sleep and call it a day..

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Mon Jan 23, 2017 7:11 am 
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Location: france
Age: 43
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 6
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hey lorenzo,
keep going and keep being stong :handgestures-thumbup:
i can only guess that tough time you're going through :(
but what you're fighting for worth the game
good luck
and stay away from temptation :naughty:


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 24, 2017 4:13 am 
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Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
Circumcised or Uncut?: Uncut (Intact)
Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 30 No Ejaculation
Day 19 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Temptation, temptation :crying-green:

No boner but horny as hell... I am not touching myself anywhere and still: I am feeling a strong desire to simply let go down there, open up somehow and CUM - let it flow out and feel relieved...
Instead there is this tension, these thousand bees inside me.

Work was good but long today, so I won't go to the gym tonight. Instead I am at home, doing some chores like the washing up..
I am also a bit tired and there is actually nothing I would have to leave the house for now.. but if this horniness goes on I am seeing myself strolling around block around block just to be outside..

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Thu Jan 26, 2017 8:01 am 
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Location: Germany
Age: 37
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 41
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 32 No Ejaculation
Day 21 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(4) SE(0)

Today it has been 3 weeks since I last masturbated. I also have not seen any porn since.
Achievements are: nice constant horniness, my penis is getting a much nicer skintone, also my foreskin is getting quite tight and firm, for instance when I am erect it doesn't retract as easy as before.
When I am erect, I am leaking quite a bit. It is different than before abing: now I can feel big seperate dollops of liquid escending up my shaft involuntarily and if I am not careful, they are dripping on the floor...
Finally I am much more energized throughout the day. Even if I am tired like for instance today, I am in a good mood and react actively to whatever happens. before I started this streak, I was usually having that brainfog after edging, I used to shut down to whatever happened around me. Today's workout at the gym was hard though...

What is about to come in the weeks to come:
- MW on a regular base (or morning steel if I was to choose) ;)
- WD on a regular base
- spontanous erections throughout the day
- automatic erections when I am confronted with something arousing

I spent the last two nights skypeing until past midnight with someone quite special who supported me in every possible way when I was weak and horny. :text-thankyouyellow:
Tonight I am absolutely knackered - and content!

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Fri Jan 27, 2017 4:59 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 60
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 15 Jan 2017
Sex: Male
Hey lorenzo,
I'm really happy to see your progress. It's amazing to see you for 32 days without ejaculation and 21 days without porn/mb (because edging = mb as we know and apparently you follow such rule!)
Its amazing to learn that you're getting random boners and that you're precumming more (i so envy you!) and that you're penis skin is much better. See, so many good thinks come from AB right?

Wish you an amazing road ahead and keep us posted and good that you've found someone, hope that person is good for you

Cheers mate

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When it approaches its five-hundredth year;
On herb or grain it feeds not in its life,
But only on tears of incense and amomum,
And nard and myrrh are its last winding-sheet.


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Fri Jan 27, 2017 6:04 am 
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Age: 37
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 33 No Ejaculation
Day 22 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(5) SE(0)

@FutureWDmer: Thanks mate. Yes I go on, day by day. And yes, good things come to those who can wait. ;)
Yes, that person is good to me, my heart feels like a plant that gets some water after years of dry periods.. My dry period is from monday to friday - since 2009!
"Without human contact and the desperate need and desire for it, looking for porn has always been exactly the reflection of these needs" - I might add: until it numbs you and your heart and .. your genitals, too.
I have given up porn and found a friend instead.. did not expect this! :greetings-wavingyellow:

Last night we talked until the wee hours, I only slept 4,5 hours. I had an erotic dream and woke up with morning wood.

Since I have started this streak, my personal state of happiness has improved in such a tremendous way - it is the best thing that has constantly happened to me since a long long time. Other things make you happy shorttime but go away fast. And leave you pennyless or with an erectile dysfunction.. This is different.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 28, 2017 12:41 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 34 No Ejaculation
Day 23 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(5) SE(0)

I have stopped wearing underwear in bed - tried to sleep going commando and felt much more comfortable. My balls are getting heavier and bigger each day, so underwear feels too tight now.

I am on my way back home now taking the train. Without any sexually arousing thoughts, I keep getting hard just by the vibrations of the train. Has not happened in years.
That is by far the biggest achievement and improvement of the week.

Other than that I have a basic level of horniness which I would not like to give up now, no matter what.

Speaking of achievements: This will the first weekend back home since I started again and the first weekend ever without Lorenzo locking himself in the bathroom and masturbating to porn while the husband is sleeping.

I am feeling so wonderful. I just can't tell anyone about it, exept my husband and you guys, of course.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 28, 2017 2:53 am 
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Age: 30
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 14 Jan 2017
Sex: Male
Your sharing is couraging!!Keep on going!


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Jan 28, 2017 4:07 am 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hey, lorenzo
i guess you will find time during weekend to have a look here
Have a nice weekend with your husband.
I happy to hear that things seems to improve for you and you both :happy-bouncygreen:
keep going be strong :handgestures-thumbup:
and don't spend to much time in the members private forum :angry-tappingfoot:
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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 31, 2017 5:49 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 37 No Ejaculation
Day 26 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(6 1/2) SE(0)

Thank you Charlythemoose! Of course, I will go on and yes, the private member forum might become a little tempting but atm i am still save.
Or perhaps I am a little saver every day.. I am determined not to mb.
And it works.

This weekend I was home with my husband. It was rather asexual, apart from kissing and hugging and cuddling.

I had MW this morning, yesterday only semi. But it is getting more frequent it seems.

On the train I had random boners again, this time leaking ones. I could feel the drops coming and after a while my underwear was wet. Not as pleasant as it may sound considering I was sitting in a train next to other people.

So everything is fine and I will go on. This Wednesday it will be 4 weeks without MB and without porn.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 31, 2017 10:52 am 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 3-4 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 11 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
lorenzo wrote:
Day 37 No Ejaculation
Day 26 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(6 1/2) SE(0)

Thank you Charlythemoose! Of course, I will go on and yes, the private member forum might become a little tempting but atm i am still save.
Or perhaps I am a little saver every day.. I am determined not to mb.
And it works.

This weekend I was home with my husband. It was rather asexual, apart from kissing and hugging and cuddling.

I had MW this morning, yesterday only semi. But it is getting more frequent it seems.

On the train I had random boners again, this time leaking ones. I could feel the drops coming and after a while my underwear was wet. Not as pleasant as it may sound considering I was sitting in a train next to other people.

So everything is fine and I will go on. This Wednesday it will be 4 weeks without MB and without porn.


leaking is always a good thing :greetings-clappingyellow:

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2017 MB=2, WD=8, SE=3
...last
WD 5/13
SE 1/9
MB 2/22
...
2014- MB=24,WD=3,SE=15
2013- MB=30,WD=4,SE=17
2012- MB=33,WD=4,SE=9
2011- MB=40,WD=6,SE=14
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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Tue Jan 31, 2017 9:54 pm 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 38 No Ejaculation
Day 27 Porn Free + No Masturbation

WD(0) MW(6 1/2) SE(0)

Yes Jessie, although when I left the train my trousers were fully wetted at the tip of my penis. It is Winter here and cold, so being wet and cold down there was not really pleasant. lol

Last night I woke up one hour after I had gone to bed. I had a hardon and was horny. I got a bit carried away and rubbed my nipples. That increased my horniness and I skyped with someone from here. Although I was in a state where I was going to touch myself and risk everything, he saved me again. After we had talked a while, I could go back to sleep and really did sleep like a baby..

Today is a different story, or perhaps the same still... I am working at home today, you could call it homeoffice.

My level of horniness is rather high, I am going commando under my sweatpants and I am semi most of the time although I don't touch myself. I am also leaking quite a bit. I know all this is getting worse if I endulge in that feeling. But honestly, I would so like to cum - to feel that relieving wave of an orgasm cleaning out my pipes.. This morning I even did a sit-up session only partly for my ab muscles.. I thought, well let it cum like that then. That would not be mbing.. But I stopped doing them when I felt the orgasm was building. It somehow did feel like mbing because I did it voluntarily.

I only know now, that
A) I definately want to go on hardmode without mbing
B) the horniness keeps me from concentrating on my work
C) being forced to work at the desk all by myself does not really help ;)
D) I am not craving for porn or MB itself - I would like to have a release or have sex with someone right now.

What a day, and it is not over yet...

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Fri Feb 24, 2017 11:48 pm 
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Age: 37
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 7 No Ejaculation, No MB
Day 8 Porn Free

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On Jan 31, I relapsed and it took 17 days, altogether 5 orgasms and some hours of binging on porn until I managed to start again seriously.

It has been a week now. We limited my excess to explicit websites on all of my communication devices. I also cleaned them again to delete any pornlike material that was still left.

Now I cannot go to any adult website anymore because my husband has got the password. :)

But my relapse resulted mostly from skypeing with another guy from the WDF. And from posting and reading everyday's posts in here. Last time I focused too much on Nofap. That is why I will now try to post only weekly about my progress.

My goal is to cure from PIED in 90 days. That will be in May.

The first week has been unspectacular. No MW, in fact I have not had any erection at all since my last MO a week ago. I also have not been particularily horny. But I also avoid any arousel at all costs. Rubbing my nipples for instance would always result in a strong chaser effect and would always set me back, sooner or later. So no horniness, no arousel, no sexy thoughts, but also no erections so far. And it took 6 nights until I managed to sleep 8 hours without any interruption.

Now, for the second week, I expect to hit the flatline again. We'll see.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sat Feb 25, 2017 12:19 am 
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Age: 43
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hi lorenzo,
GOOD LUCK for this new streak
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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sun Mar 12, 2017 5:51 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 9 No Ejaculation, No MB
Day 23 No Porn

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Forth week of NoPorn. Works perfectly because of the password restriction my husband installed on all of my devices. It feels so relieving even more so when a weak moment seems to be nearing and I simply cannot fall into any trigger trap. I do not miss porn at all.

Masturbation is a different matter though. I did it on day 11 ( I thought: So what? I am not using porn. I did it in bed and enjoyed the sensations.) Two days later I did it again in the shower using my fleshlight and the showermount. Although I really enjoyed it - the quality of it was beyond any porn binge - it set my rebooting process back again. And it sort of isolates me still from reality...

Now on day 9 I have had 2 erections during the night but other than that: Big Flatline. Or turtlehead syndrom as they call it. My libido is at a low point as well.
At the moment we are in Spain, we spent all day at the beach and usually I would be horny as hell. But nope! Nothing. My little man down there is shriveled and lifeless and only good to pee atm..

At the beach I met a friend from last year's vacation. He is 52. We talked about PIED and that whole matter and he told me that he does not masturbate ever. He only has sex with guys when he feels like it, aprox. once a week.. And he always wakes up with morning steel. That is what motivates me. He said he used to mb when he was younger but one day he stopped and left that habit behind..
And so will I!

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sun Mar 12, 2017 6:48 am 
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Age: 43
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Jun 2016
Sex: Male
hey lorenzo,
good to have some update,
sorry about you're MB session
Good luck for you new streak
enjoy you're time in spain


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PostPosted: Wed Mar 15, 2017 4:03 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 12 No Ejaculation, No MB
Day 26 No Porn

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Fourth week of NoPorn is almost over. Works well, no thoughts on that at all.

Second week of NoFap.

Every now and then, my brain is calling for some dopamine and I feel sort of restless inside but those are cravings. I know they are part of the reboot.

Sleeping issues every night. After 4 hours I usually wake up and have trouble to fall asleep again.

Morning wood on day 10 (30%)

Day 10 was tough - Body in Flatline but my brain was horny as hell and yelling at me: Have sex! You need it! At the gay beach, a goodlooking "dad" was touching himself. I kept watching him secretly. My brain was going berserk but it was autumn:fall in my pants. No erection whatsoever..

Day 11 - tired! We made a day trip to a town nearby. After a bad night I was so tired and without energy I slept in the car on our way back. In terms of general wellbeing this has been the worst day so far. Flatline deluxe!
Prove: In the morning I gave my husband a handjob. (He had been in a rather bad mood and this always changes it immediately..) - I did not feel anything, no erection, no arousel, nothing!

Day 12 - we spent the day walking in a national park at the coast near Cádiz. Being outside surrounded by nature is cleansing and soothing for body and mind - I enjoyed it more than I can say. I am feeling a bit horny but I know I have to get through this phase. It will get easier soon.

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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 Post subject: Re: Lorenzo's Log
PostPosted: Sun Mar 19, 2017 4:41 am 
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Age: 37
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 07 Apr 2017
Sex: Male
Day 16 No Ejaculation, No MB
Day 30 No Porn

WD(0) MW(0) SE(0)

Fifth week of NoPorn - no desire, no thoughts on that.

Or so I thought until last night. I was alone and looking for new underwear - I liked Jessieboy's boxer briefs. And suddenly I stumbled over pictures that led me to tumblr. Although we restricted my access to adult contents, strangely this "social" media port worked and showed me things I was not prepared for. I switched it off but kept thinking all night about the possibility to watch some clips some day. I felt as if someone had got me in his grip again. Today I pulled myself together and told my husband about it and he added immediately tumblr to the 'not allowed' list on my ipad and iphone. Now I am relieved again. But not fully though as my iMac in the flat where I live during the week has to be adjusted as well. My husband will do that next Friday when he arrives. I will be alone there next week until Friday and I am quite nervous if I am strong enough to withstand. To make it count I thought I would tell you guys as well.

Third week of NoFap.

Day 16: Still flatline - but my brain is yelling for sex. This morning I woke up early with MW (50%), smiled, turned around and slept again.

Cravings are very strong today, I am lying on our couch with a cold, sipping tea and taking paracetamol every now and then. I know what would make me feel good. I also tried and rubbed my nipples but my penis only got 30% stiff and I won't touch it. So left that alone, too. To somehow feed my horniness, this afternoon I gave my husband a handjob. He enjoyed it but again, I did not get hard at all. My body seems to be sleeping.

Today I would give anything to finally get rid of that bloody ED and have raunchy sex with my husband.

Well, some day..

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2017:
MB: 12
Orgasms: 14
Jan: MB 1
Feb: MB 4 - Sex 1
Mar: MB 3
Apr: MB 2 - Sex 1

Sept 2000 - 2016: lots of MB to internet porn (almost daily)

Mar 1993 - Aug 2000: unregular MB and WDs.

Longest AB run: 38 days (12/24/2016 - 1/31/2017)


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