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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 6:01 am 
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 8
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 12 doin' pretty good. MB a little bit yesterday, but stopped after a few mins. Didn't quite edge. Emotionally, feeling good. Physically, tired--just been busy with work, haven't slept in in a while to catch up. Horniness level, a little bit more than before, but still surprisingly low considering it's been almost two weeks. Probably just bec I have been so bisy and then I'm tired when I'm not working. Busy socially, too. So, I'm not complaining; it's all good.

Posted a few pics with the help of AGT on the "color of penis head" thread in the over 18 section. Thought I'd contribute since others have been bold enough to share themselves. Got enough courage to share mine, ha. Let me know what you think, not too many people have seen it before, haha.


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 6:25 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 15 Well, 15 days is how long I lasted before I mb'd (once) and now it has been 15 days since then. Doing good today, will be really busy today and all week with two camps going on this week. Not that horny today. I noticed yesterday, even though I wasn't that horny (just a little bit), bit I had more confidence in myself and drive towards women than I normally have. Not that I'm normally insecure or anything, but I had a noticeable confidence that I don't normally have. It's hard to explain, but I noticed that if there was a woman around who I was interested in I would be more comfortable an more driven to flirt with her a bt, which is interesting, bec it had nothing to do with being horny. It was jist this inner sense. So, pretty cool. We'll see how this week goes. I was tempted to look at a porn clip the other day (haven't done that for several weeks now), but both times I almost looked it up someone came in the room where I was alone amd that stopped me, so I am thankful for God helping me out like that.

Looking forward to another week of abstinence! :-)


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 8:57 am 
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Location: Canada
Age: 33
Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 0
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 20
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 24 Jun 2015
Sex: Male
Keep up the awesome work, and the best of luck to you.

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 1:03 pm 
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Age: 39
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 17 OK, guys--it finally hit me--horniness. I wasn't horny earlier today and then I got a boner earlier this evening and bam! I'd hump just about anything right now, given the chance. I'd hump it good, too... For about 30 seconds, haha.

Yeah, part of me feels like I might get a WD soon, bit that's probably wishful thinking as most guys jave to go through an extremely horny phase for a week or two before they get their first WD. But we can always hope. I just feel, besides the horniness, that my tanks are full amd my body is ready to release. If I do, I bet it will be a gusher! I can't wait, whether it's tonight or two weeks from now. It will come. (haha...)

I have to be careful now though during my waking hours that I watch my thoughts and actions bec it would be easy to set that trigger off. Good news is I'm now two days past my last lenght of abstinence (15 days that time), so I am already making progress. I will be sleeping in a tent tonight, so that is part pf the reason why I wonder if I will get lucky tonight, because I have had WDs twice before in that type of situation, including mybfirst WD ever, when I was a young teen. :-) I won't be sleeping directly next to anyone, we are all on cots basically, and I think that that body contact/body heat from sleeping in sleeping bags next to someone is part of what can trigger tht, but I also think there is sething abt the fresh, outside air, too.

Anyway, wish me well, and strong self-control in the meantime! Good luck to all of you!


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 3:52 pm 
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 20
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 24 Jun 2015
Sex: Male
Good luck :D

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 4:25 pm 
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Location: Western Cape, South Africa
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Little Precum (1-2 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 15
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 04 Jun 2012
Sex: Male
Wish granted. :obscene-drinkingcheers:

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Thu Jul 12, 2012 3:02 am 
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Age: 39
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 18 Well, no WD last night, but it's probably way too early for that yet. I had been flatlining (I had almost 0 horniness) for the past two weeks, so I can't expect to bust a nut the first night my libido returns! Plus, my cot was really uncomfortable last night, so I didn't sleep too well. I did have a sexual "scene" in a dream though, which is a good sign bec I hadn't had any sexual dream that I remember for several months now. It was just a quick bit and it was kind of like a comic book where there are different boxes, each with a scene in it. At least that's how I rember it. I saw a couple have sex for a brief moment and then the next scene was a guy getting a bj and the third was a dude j/o. I think a friend of mine was one of the guys I saw, ha. I remember sort of waking up right after that but thinking I was awake the whole time and I thought, no, I can't be thinking about those kind of (lustful) things but a few seconds later I realized I was dreaming when I had those thoughts so I told myself it was ok, haha. I don't remember having any sexual/pleasurable feelings and I don't think tht I myself was doing any of these things, it was like I was watching short video clips of other people.

Today, I feel horny again. Not when I first wOke up (though I had to pee like a racehorse), but abt an hour later and since then. Not unbearable, I'm just have that horny tingle in my penis and can get semi boners really easily. Kinda nice since I've had "dead dick syndrome" for most of the past month really, ie, no boners except the ok morning wood. I'm glad Mr. Happy has decided to wake up finally, I was getting worried abt him!

I should have a busy next few days so I should behave fine. I've just got to watch my thoughts more and my internet usage.


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Thu Jul 12, 2012 7:14 pm 
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 12
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Precum Production: Some Precum (2-4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 20
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 24 Nov 2017
Sex: Male
You know, it seems like we'd be happy to have "dead dick syndrome" cause it makes AB easier! :lol:

But I'm like you. I like to know Mr. Happy is alive and well!

Keep it up.

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Sat Jul 14, 2012 2:31 am 
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Age: 39
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Back to Day 1 Well, Yesterday I started fooling around in the shower and ended up finishing up afterwards. I was at that point where I knew that I either needed to stop or just go for it and for whatever reason I said to myself screw it, I'm just going to finish off and I did. The orgasm was just OK, not that strong of a feeling at all, but I released a lot of fluid. TMI, but it was mostly yellow, not white, so I know I just had a lot of build-up. It prolly set me back from getting a WD soon, but there are several guys here who have gotten one a few days after abstaining a while and then MBing once, like it triggered it somehow.

Now, that's not my strategy, but we'll see if it happens. I didn't feel too bad or low afterwards, bec I still held out longer than my last time, by 5 days, and only MB'd once. I was tempted to go for another round late last night but was stopped (thankfully) by my roommate's coming in the room. So, my senses regained, I am planning on abing again, with a goal of one month, since I lasted two weeks, then almost three, so now it's at least four weeks/30 days as my initial goal.

My downfall was probably my thoughts since I wasn't as strict with them recently. They have been pretty clean, but they started to slip a bit yesterday. Though at the same time, they were pretty clean while I actually MB'd. I was just feeling really masculine and happy with my body. Since I only MB'd once and it had been so long since my last MB, I still had energy to work out later and was in a good mood the rest of the day. I didn't let my slip get to me too much, I am still making progress.

I feel good today. It's raining and so it's tough to get out of bed and get going, ha. My roommate who sometes is hard to read is being nice and friendly to me last night and this morning so that's nice. I had a weird, somewhat sexual, kinda gay dream last night which I don't like. Like my last sexual dream the other night, I wasn't doing anything, I was just watching some movie preview abt these four tough guy sailors but there was this gay scene in there with them which was really weird. So, there was odd sexual content in my dream, but I didn't feel anything sexual myself, and, given the content, I am OK with that, ha ha.

Feel what I would consider the perfect amount of horniness today. It's there, just under the surgace, but not dominating my thoughts or feelings. Just a good, healthy fire in my boiler room to fuel my ship. (Not the ship in the movie in my dream, ha) :lol:


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 3:24 am 
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Age: 39
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 2 Well, I rubbed one out late one night two days after I broke my 19 days abstaining streak. It has been technically two mornings since then. In the past, when I would MB after abstaining even for a few days, I would typically MB three times w/in a 36 hour period. I guess it takes that many time to completely empty out the pipes for me. So doing it twice during a 48 hour period or so isn't too bad. I wasn't horny at all yesterday really and surprisingly didn't have a morning wood this AM, but as the morning has gone on, my nuts are starting to feel full again. Not it a bad or overwhelming way, but I will have to remain vigilant bec the physical drive to MB will be greater than normal, even though in mu mond I don't desire to MB and want to abstain to reach my month-long goal.

I have, however, been able with the help of God and how he has been arranging my circumstances, to abstain fr viewing any porn clips for over a month now. I wrote this on another guy's log here to encourage him to give ip porn, and I want to re-post my reflection on how my abstaining from it (along with seriously cutting back my MB), to encourage any of you who might be reading this:

"Check out www.yourbrainonporn.com. Fascinating site. Lots of stories from guys who have gone w/out porn and masturbation for 60-90 days and how that helped them out. It has been just over a month since I have watched any porn clips (I have MB'd 3 times during that time; Before I was MBing abt 4 or 5 Xs a week), and I feel so mich better about muself, my body (including my man bits), am more confident, feel more positively masculine, have more drive towards woman, think dirty thoughts less, i rarely feel depressed, am more affectionate even with my guy friends, I am driven to work out more consistently, etc. All great things."

Fight the good fight, my brothers! You are walking the rare path, but it's a path that leads to what few men seem to find: character. (And wet dreams, ha)

Allright, off to get ready for church. Catch you guys later.


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Tue Jul 17, 2012 4:26 am 
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 7
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxer briefs
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 3-4 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 04 Jul 2012
Sex: Male
Squeeze did u try to be totally hands free? I've been doing that since last week n today am on Day 10 - don't touch down there unless I want to pee or shower... n every time that I have this feeling to wank, take a deep breath and try to relax .. start thinking about my boss or some really urgent work, which makes the sexual thoughts go away .. try that once ... works pretty well for me


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Sun Aug 19, 2012 4:42 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Ok, so earlier this morning it would have been 2 days since my last MB, so as this day goes on (it's close to noon), it's now day 3 of abstaining. And i'm freaking horny. !!! Haha. It's weird bec the last few times I abstained for any length of time, I wasn't horny at all the first few days, though I normally am. So, I am glad that my libido is at least acting normal. But yeah, I am feeling that horny ache in my genitals (how else do you describe it?), am precumming a bit, no boners but am semi hard most of the time and man, I noticed my nipples are really sensitive right now. Man, flick 'em a bit and phew! Feels pretty good... Haha. But UGH!!! I'm NOT going to MB!!! I'm just gonna enjoy my t-Buzz and get on with my day. I do feel driven and masculine and in a pretty good mood, so those effects of t-buzzing are there, too. :). I'm paintballing later this afternoon, so hopefully that will help me play well and make any hits I take hurt less, haha.

Wanted to check in here and declare that my nuts will not win today! I am going to use my awesome t-buzz for good, and not for evil! Lol!! :-)


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:39 am 
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 4 Just checking in, bros. Feel horny again today, but good. Was a bit down yesterday bec I was worried I wasn't going to get a job I wanted, but I didn't run to self-stimulation to deal with it, and then later that day I pretty much found out that I got the job! This is a big deal, not only bec I want the job, but it also affects where I live, etc. So I'm pretty stoked now.

Getting ready for church now. Enjoy the rest of your weekend guys!


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PostPosted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 6:55 am 
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Number of wet dreams you've experienced: 100
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 15
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
Sex: Male
Really cool, Squeeze. Wishing u all of the best, bro.

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PostPosted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 2:37 am 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Eleazar wrote:
Really cool, Squeeze. Wishing u all of the best, bro.


Thanks, Eleazar!

Day 5. Just checking in. Doing well. Church was great yesterday and had a fun day hanging out with friends. Some of our talk was sexual, like sharing crazy stories and stuff, and I felt a little blueballish for a while bec I was thinking abt stuff, but it went away after a little while. Not tempted to MB at all once I got to bed.

Don't feel horny this morning like i have the past few days, but I feel normal. Was a bit emotional yesterday looking back, like I felt a little down earlier in the afternoon, but it was temporary. Most of the day I felt pretty good and my friends and I (1 guy and 1 girl) got a lot closer through sharing more personal stuff. Good tes.

Back to work today!


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PostPosted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 2:45 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 3
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 06 Jan 2013
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dont give up i did and never tried again :D


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PostPosted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 4:49 pm 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Nude - no underwear
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
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Hey Squeeze,

Why dont u ask ur friends to hold u accountable? Let them check up on u regularly and u check up on them (if they are into ab'ing that is).

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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 2-3 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 23 Nov 2012
Sex: Male
Cool, I haven't visited your log. Keep holding on brother!

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PostPosted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 2:47 am 
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Precum Production: Lots of Precum (more than 4 drops before ejaculation)
Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 6 Another day down! Kinda i dunno, tickled my nuts for a minute or two last nigjt before I went to sleep but no MB or edging. Other than that, I've been hands off and not struggling really. So far, don't feel horny today.

Eleazar, I have friends back home who sometimes help keep me accountable, but I am working away from home right now. I talked with one friend abt looking at porn the other week and said he'd keep me accountable w/that, but I haven't discussed MB with him yet, other than to make jokes abt it, ha. I don't know what his convictions are with that yet, but I'm sure we will get around to that eventually. We are going to be roomates in a couple of weeks.

Rey92 - thanks, man!


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PostPosted: Thu Aug 23, 2012 2:28 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Dad gummit! Back to Day 1. I ended up looking at some porn last night (my justification was so stupid, too). And responded w/acting out. No more porn - no excuses!


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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - Had a wet dream, but never woke up to see the time.
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 02 Oct 2014
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Don't... Ever... Do that again! :P No but seriously, don't! Good luck on your next streak.


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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
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1st week down!! back in the game...

I even told my roommate last night abt my desire to abstain and sounds like e's on the same page with me. Awesome! I love that guy. :)


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Sun Sep 09, 2012 3:26 pm 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
(I wrote this earlier today but had problems posting it for some reason)

8 days in! Man, I almost gave in yesterday afternoon. My roommate was out and I watched 95%'s video, which was fine, but then I watched some other videos online which led to some full out porn which led me to start playing with myself. I edged a bit but never blew my gasket. I was pretty horny yesterday, but fortunately I decided to stop bec My desire to not do it and to not fill my mind with those things and to not break my abstinence streak grew greater than my desire for temporary sexual pleasure. After I stopped, I went out to dinner w/some friends and then I was fine for the rest of the night.

This past week hadn't been too tough prior to that; I wasn't horny in the normal sense that often (except for yesterday), but I would feel really antsy most days. As if I had too much caffiene or something. Like that feeling you get when you just want to get something done but things beyond your control are taking too long. Impatient basically, but in a physical way. I'm aware of my nuts pretty often bec they feel kinda "full." Usually not a bad thing, though.

I'm starting to get used again to feeling a certain baseline of horniness under everything else I am feeling. Learning to cope with and enjoy it. Am also starting to get to the stage where i am kind of becoming more aware of the rest of my body and enjoying the simple pleasures it provides. Like right now, I am on my bed, lying on my stomach. I am wearing shorts and my legs are crossed so that one ankle is on top o the other. I have this pleasant awareness of my calves resting against each other and the pressure of the top one against the bottom one feels nice. If I move my calves around a bit so that they rub against ea other a bit, I can feel my leg hairs rub against my legs and they kind of tingle a bit and it feels nice. Psychologically, I feel masculine and embodied bec what I am feeling are my muscles and my body hair, two masculine traits. I feel calm and at peace. I worked out for a bit yesterday amd lying like this my butt is clenched a bit and I am aware of that, too. My nuts feel kinda tingly and I have a semi boner, but no desire to take it any further genitally. My chest muscles feel a little worked out and the corner of my pillow is poking into my chest a bit and through my t shirt I can feel it manipulate my chest hair a bit (short as it is right now, ha) and I just feel good and positive and alive all over, even though I am kinda tired.

I share all of that bec when I am MBing regularly, I usually don't have such subtle awareness and enjoyment of my body, just lying there like that. I don't usually fell as content or confident or grateful abt myself or my body. I write this to reming myself of how things are better this way and to inspire myself to wonder how other things in my life might change if this becomes my new "norm." :)


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 4:47 pm 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 12!

Well, I'm abt to go to bed and so I will wake up to day 13 tomorrow! Feeling good, not too horny but lots of semi boners today and I also noticed I precummedwuite a bit. Took a shower this afternoon after trimming my hair and had a really strong boner afterwards. I mention that bec for a while now I have tended to lose them quite easily if I wasn't continually stroking them or looking at porn. It's just a sign that my body is slowly restoring itself to a healthy sexual function. :)

Roommate update: I mentioned the other day how we talked a bit abt me abstaining. Well, I brought it up again tonight bec I told him I am only two days away from hitting the two week mark of not fapping. He congratulated me and told me he has abstained for abt a month now! I was surprised and proud of him. I told him I was suprised bec, well, he tends to take REALLY long showers, ha. He laughed and said no, he just likes long showers to relax, haha. I said that's great that he's abstaining and that I'm glad to have someone who's got my back in this who I can talk to. I told him that was inspiring bec. If he can last that long at his age, I have no excuse. Amd he has a girlfriend, too, so you know he's got to fight those blue balls occasionally, haha. (They aren't sexually active.) He said his balls hurt a bit and that he hopes he gets a WD soon, haha, so it's cool that that topic has been broached, too, so we can cheer ea other on with that! So blessed to have a buddy now with those same goals and understanding! :) We've become good friends and I feel like I can talk to him abt almost anything. He's also one of the funniest guys I know. So awesome to have such a good roommate!!


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 6:09 pm 
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 4-5 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 29 Jan 2014
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You're so lucky! Glad to hear the good news. Stay strong! :handgestures-thumbup:

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 8:40 pm 
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: N/A - never had a wet dream before
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 24 Jun 2015
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Good to hear you have a partner in crime ;)

Keep up the amazing work :D

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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 1:36 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Thanks for the encouragement, guys!

Ok, day 16 has begun. Kind of getting used to that baseline horny feeling and less and less I feel the need to act on it. Provoke it, really. I think that some of the reason why I was MBing before is because i wasn't feeling that. I didn't feel as virile and so I had to provoke those feelings through MB so I could feel like a complete man again. But when I'm abstaining, I have tht pretty regular awareness that my sexual side is alive and functioning well, and I get a pretty regular dose of that mild pleasurable feeling that my nuts can provide me with, ha. I am still getting semis a lot, which can be a little annoying since I live with a bunch of guys and sometimes we roughouse and smack ea other's butts and stuff like that, ha, and the physicality of those kinds of things can grt mr. Willy a little more excited that I'd like him to be. Not full out erections, but like I said, almost anything can give me a semi these days and I don't want the guys to get the wrong impression abt me! Ha

But I do like the increased energy amd mild t-buzz I am feeling more of these days. I wouldn't trade that for anything. This is supposed to be normal for a guy! I like it. :)

I did look at some porn two days ago. My roommate was out on a date and i was bored and it was night. The good thing is I barely touched myself and the other good thing is the few clips I watched were awesome. Awesome in the sense that they were like what sex should actually be like. They were produced by some lady with the last name Cook. I can't remember the first name. They were tagged as porn for women on the site but all that means is that the couple actually seems like they love each other! They make love not just some dude having his way with some dumb slut. I was like, yeah, that's what I thought sex was supposed to be like. Both partners totally in to it, romantic and fun and still totally hot, haha. They weren't cheesy romance novel like, just like a real couple doin it by the fireplace or on their bed. Anyway, I'm not trying to promote porn, but if you are going to watch it, stuff like that is Umuch better for your mind and will probably give you more insight into how to actually make love to a woman. Xart is another production house to look for. They have the same vibe. And i think these girls are so much more attractive than the ones you normally see. And the guys are good looking and fit, but more normal and with normal size dicks. Like I said, more like real life, but they are also shot in a way that has more visual appeal, not tacky. Anyway... Again, not promotIng porn, but just glad that there is some put there that is less smutty than most of the stuff I filled my mind on for so many years. It also reassured me that real sex can be an awesome, mutually satisfying experience. But i also didn't j/o to it which was also new for me. Usially, as soon a the action starts, my hand goes to town. Thos was more infprmational for me i guess, so I was more interested in wathing it, though if I wasn't intentionally abstaining, i probably would have still j/o'd. So, I'm not planning on looking at more porn, I just wanted to share that experience.


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 7:12 am 
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Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: yes
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 5-6 hours
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Just wanna say I think it's neat that you have a buddy you can physically talk to about these things. :handgestures-thumbup: And keep up the AB.

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PostPosted: Wed Sep 19, 2012 4:57 am 
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Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Day 18. Last couple of days have been good. This morning, we unexpectedly had the day off and my roommate left to go out of town for a few days, and I was bored and wanted to look at some porn. I gave in and watched a few clips amd j/o some and came to the "edge" a few times, but never came. I was pretty much over it after a while bec I was determined not to go all the way w/myself and also the porn clips just seemed kinda dumb after a while. I was watching mostly couples-oriented porn, and some of it was pretty good, but even then, just watching people hump ea other gets kinda boring after a while, haha. Couple's porn usually shows more regular, real life type sex, with more kissing and chemistry between the couple and isn't as extreme fantasy kind of stuff. My "excuse" to watch it was to see more of what sex should actually be like, to watch a couple make love and not just get all freaky and do things that just please the man or look good on camera. In my opinion, even normal, missionary position sex is probably the hottest, especially when you can tell that the couple is actually turned on by ea other. That is what makes it hot; most porn is so mechanical and technical and over the top. But anyway, even though this type of porn is "better" in that it is more realistic, relational, instructional, and moral, the reality is I'm still fantasizing over other people fornicating and/or committing adultery in my heart. Not OK. On a purely human level, I was glad that I was starting to kimd of get bored with it, also realizing that hey, none of these guys have anything I don't or are doing anything fancy that I myself wouldn't be able to do well, and so my insecurity trigger that sometimes gets me to look at porn is becoming less of an issue, which is huge for me.

I was abt to stop anyway, but then a friend of mine came into my room rather unexpectedly and man, good thing I heard him a few seconds before he came in, otherwise that would have been pretty embarrasing for the two of us, haha. I wonder if he suspected anything or not, haha. I know I would have in his position. We probably would have laughed it off, bit it would still have been embarrasing!

Yesterday i had a cool experience where I was outside, chillin in the forest, and was thinking abt a comment my roommate made earlier that day. We had gone shopping a couple days before and both bought some jeans. My roomie made a joke abt how he had worn his new pair the day before and they were a bit tight in the crotch until he got his "regular boners" and that stretched them out to where they are comfortable now, haha. Anyway, I was sitting alone at a nice spot and remembered his comment and thought to myself, yeah, at his age he probably does get regular random boners, i certainly did. I thought, man, he's lucky, I wish I still got those random ones sometimes (as I've shared before, I am getting a lot of semis these days, but usually not full out ones), and then, BAM!, without touching myself at all or thinking lustful thoughts, I started to grow a full out woody! It was awesome, and felt pretty good and tingly as it grew, haha. Most of the younger guys here are probably thinking, big deal, I get those all the time--too many, in fact! But for an older guy like me it was a
sign of my virility coming back. :) i was glad to be abstaining, and glad to feel like my old self again. It felt empowering.

I'll just have to be extra vigilant these next few days while my roomie is away since I will be sleeping alone in the room, have the bathroom all to myself, etc. Limiting my internet usage will be a good start. But my conviction remains strong and i am feeling pretty positive, confident, and fit otherwise! ;)


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 Post subject: Re: Squeeze's Journal II
PostPosted: Fri Oct 05, 2012 10:37 am 
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Average time to orgasm/ejaculation normally: 5
Underwear worn when going to sleep.: Boxers
Have you ever had a spontaneous ejaculation?: no
If you've had a wet dream before, when did it occur after falling asleep?: 6-7 hours
Date that you last had an orgasm/ejaculation.: 16 Oct 2017
Sex: Male
Hey, guys--just checking in. Since my last post here, I lasted a few more days and then gave into MB, so I had a 22 day streak. That led me to that "screw it" mentality where I ended up MBing a few more times over the course of the weekend and viewed a little porn. Then I was abstinent for 10 days, then gave in once (yesterday afternoon), though no porn ise or anything. My thoughts were pretty clean when I MB'd, too, more just focused on the feeling.

So, today is one day completed of AB since then. I don't feel like a continued relapse is likely, so I don't think I reset the clock completely towards a WD. When I came, it was just an avg amount, not tons and tons, even though it had been 10 days. I feel a little horny today, but not too bad and am in the mindset to continue to abstain.

At least I'm getting used to AB for longer periods of time, seeing that I can do it w/out much difficulty, which is encouraging. It helps me to think abt it less. MB just isn't holding as much attraction for me anymore. When I have done it the past couple of months, it's usually just like "meh", and I realize I like how I feel in general better when I am ABing than the quick payoff followed by that drained feeling and lack of t-buzz for a few days when I do MB. I am glad that I only MB'd once yesterday, bec it didn't sap my energy or attitude that much. Had I given in again a time or two simce then, I know I would feel sapped. Not worth it.


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